oh ps here is a really bad scribble of current-ellis we did earlier tonight? here lies perspective, dead and we have killed it (anatomy lost its own will to live in the absence. it simply withered away, in the end, how tragic)

im not sure how we feel about his appearance yet. long hair i think? unkempt unclean... does the ponytail work? also v skinny. physically fairly weak, visibly undernourished: pale and bony. doesnt eat much at all and when he does he doesnt like to do so where anyone else could see him. even living alone in the middle of nowhere where no-one would be seeing anyway he eats hidden away in his bedroom or something like that. a lot of the time doesn't wear proper clothing inside, just underwear -- has only one or two changes of clothes at all for that matter? hmm

what do you think n.s